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Dear Diary,

I often wonder why everything seems to happen to me, I’m one of those people who can say been there, done that, had that happen and try me! Always the individual caught in awkward moments, Which would later on become a nightmare on my life, a thorn in my side, drama in which I don’t need or deserve.

Cannabis saved my life, after walking through hell and back in 40 years and knocking on heavens door again. Clearly it wasn’t my time, nor would I ever take my life without having a party first and taking a loan out to have P!NK come play and love it. That’s not going to happen, I don’t think 💭

I’ve come to learn a few things about mental health and living a positive life of gratitude and being a giving individual instead of the opposite. Learning how to overcome these toxic and abusive relationships isn’t an easy lesson to learn. Anyone who has, will tell you. It is painful, and will continue to be if you stop it from continuing in the first place. Often scared to speak up or stand up for yourself or another is also not easy. Let me tell you, the more you do the stronger you get and then you can talk about it and share with others so they can speak up for themselves and know they are not alone.


I am a magnet for narcissistic individuals, that only see you as a target to get what they want in life or for whatever reason, maybe power and control or maybe mental health themselves. Hey I was born by one, your life is about balance and if your equilibrium is off, your fucking in trouble or can be.

I never thought the day would come where I’d have to defend my human rights. I can be easily manipulated, taking advantage of and even blindsided. This is not because I’m a bad human, it is because they themselves have issues. Someone who works at a higher frequency understands that concept and I’ve come to believe that the only way that we can overcome these “fine line” topics and is to talk about it and bring awareness to the situation so that people like myself don’t have to live in panic and crying because these individuals don’t understand that their behaviour is actually abuse. It needs to stop, the stress in this world is high enough.

On my way home I stopped to pick up some apple blossoms because I knew they would make me smile. It’s amazing our zest for life and love is stronger than anything. I need to thank my Mom for that trait 🌱❤️





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1 reply

  1. I have felt targeted like this often. I love how you seem to be able to look on the bright side. You’re beautiful and I relate with you. Thank you for sharing all your words and experiences.


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