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In the Dark, updated

F78BEEFB-850E-417C-B6AD-7A91EF2447C1.jpegAfter a mini panic attack at 5:15 we went to town for groceries and dog food. I seen this at the checkout . It will be the first people magazine I’ve ever purchased in my lifetime, I am very much like these two individuals on the front of this magazine. @peoplemagazine I may not have a bank account anything remarkably close , Yet I’ve come to learn money doesn’t buy happiness. My mom always said money was the root of all evil, I truly believe if you find yourself and you do the right things in life and you become fortunate enough to then have some money of your own I can’t see how it would ruin you when you know the true value of a dollar.

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In more ways than one and very much like these two individuals on the front of this magazine. I’m a high achiever, I’m gifted and talented in ways I’ve never talked about, I am very smart reaching the Dean’s list recently with my last diploma. Doing things and achieving them beyond ones expectations is nothing out of the ordinary. I look forward to reading about these two remarkable individuals whom were not strong enough to get help. I am a suicide survivor, and have lost many loved ones to suicide.

I promised my mom in 1998 that when the time is right I would honour her requests. I am doing one of the bravest acts, I’ve admitted to my suffering to the whole world in hopes that my inspiring story of determination, hope, awareness and humanitarian work will show that just because you live with a debilitating mood disorder doesn’t mean you can’t beat it.

Welcome to my page , where Cannabis, mental health awareness and suicide prevention is top of my priority. Bullying in schools needs to stop or heavy penalties for the parents.

I have woken up and smelt the ☕️ the world should follow. Be kind and Be Happy xo

Update; I got up this morning and read the article 1st about Kate was such similar scary resemblances, I felt close to Kate and I felt her pain. I have been in a dark. For the last 48 hours and it’s OK because I have reached out level of self-awareness  To not hurt myself.  Instead I become a bit kinder, doing more things for other people that tends to fill my needs.  Sometimes it’s not enough, that’s when I lean on the people around me. It’s a tough situation when you think you have no one to turn to except your husband. Something Kate thought she had no one to turn to at that time, instead loneliness in the brain won. The article went on to say that the suicide rates are in alarming high , almost 19 per 100,000 people and it’s only going to keep increasing The article also said they weren’t familiar why it is happening I’m pretty sure I know why that’s something you need to continue reading.

If I keep learning about this disease that not only take so many people but genetically I got I will be able to help them find out ways to beat it. This is like Cancer, we need to stop it. All these secret clinical trials going behind doors instead of people talking about it isn’t helping anything. Pharmaceuticals are and always the answer either, as interactions with medications can actually be the culprit to the death itself.

 

The article also said they weren’t familiar why it is happening I’m pretty sure I know why that’s something you need to continue reading.

 

Kate’s father was happy to know that after her death so many more awareness topics

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